We let the good things die slowly Withdrawn I take myself out of the game I take myself to church and pray God rips the teeth from my mouth in a dream I am bleeding out my mouth I am gasping awake Empty bed Money problems Nobody nearby I ask myself to bear down To…

To be loved by you Was to fight and cry and Feel all the things at once It was wondering if it would last forever But in the back of my mind It was never going to be that But I held on Loving you Was hoping to be wrong

I apply mac lipstick in Istanbul airportregret occupying my one track mindcatching myselfI put the tube down before my tripI had been separatedHeart achingRipped apart from my love We had to take my sopping face to another cityBroken up with never looked good on a plane But my sister says Do it sadDo it regardlessDo…